i'm really bad a blogging

i've been thinking about this blog a lot recently. as in, i've been thinking a lot about how i haven't posted anything in forever. i've been spending my life doing important things, you know....

pinterest
facebook
eating
watching tv

you know, the essentials.

but, there is so much to catch up on. the most recent news in my life? well, i found out about two weeks ago that i will be graduating in april. i've been planning on july, so april was a bit of a shock. let's just say, i had a small (large) mental breakdown. there was crying and hyperventilating and lots of anger.

you see, most would be excited by this news. i, on the other hand, was not. i realized that once i graduate, i have to start being a big girl. i'll have to get a real job and pay real bills. i'll have to live on my own and meet new friends. (so pretty much half of those things i've been doing the past two years, but still) i'm not gonna lie. i'm scared. like curl up in a ball, cry and squeeze my teddy bear while laying in my bed scared. and i think there is one big factor that scares me the most.

i'm not married.

okay, so i know. i'm only 22. i get it. but being mormon, that is a big deal. i had to come to major terms with this.

but i'm excited now and i'm ready. i'm ready to move on with my life and i'm excited to find out what the future holds. bring it on, world.

bring.
it.
on.

I want to ride my bicycle

i want to ride my bike.
today Hunter, John and I went on a bike ride. It was fun.

7 weeks of bliss

Well, first and foremost, I am terribly sorry for not keeping up with this thing. Life got in the way. But as of late...

I'm going home for the 7 week break. I have officially decided. I need a break from this place called Idaho. I love going to school here, but I don't like being in this environment all the time.

I mean, it's not the most logical choice to go home for seven weeks. I won't have a job and I'll just be hanging out, but I need it and I'm okay with it.

Also, my best friend/former roommates/twin stopped by last night for my birthday. I turned 22 two weeks back and she was out of town. Last night she brought me cookies and a sweet card. I love her. Also, she went through the temple for the first time my birthday weekend! That lucky dog! She's an endowed lady! So cool!! She's also going on a mission to Hungary! She's a pretty cool best friend if you ask me!

I love you, Kierst!